In August, I found out that my long time boyfriend of two and a half years was cheating on me. Devastation doesn't begin to describe what I've felt. I've been up and down and still feel hurt and angry. I don't know how to not hurt anymore. I don't know how to make this go away. So tell me please. Anyone. I have so much to be thankful for, I really do. But why do I still feel so broken hearted? I hate Valentine's Day, especially this year. And the man I love more then anything is spending that day with someone else. How do I go forward from here? I've got so much coming up, but I miss my man. I really, really miss him, and he's not my man anymore. He's hers. Fuck!